One month later,

and shit has changed. like my life is a never ending reality show. so much shit happens in a matter of a month, lets see? hmmm, i start talking to people i havent talked in several months which is a good thing and then theres me not talking to people who I just cant get along with anymore. its there lost, and then there's me still being single, and how im bisexual, yeah i know breaking news. im bisexual thanks to a party that finally discovered that i kissed a girl basically, and liked it, but yeah, i still want to be in a relationship with a man, but whatever, women are good but i think ill be more sensitive then them, so that wouldnt work out. My birthday's in 16 days, me turning 18 is going to be so fucking amazing, my birthday is going to mean a lot of the shit that's happened to me is going to be in the past and im moving on, i plan to have a hell of a party and i only want my true friends there with me, fuck you haters, fuck you ex best friends. and I love how people talk about my social life and how I party too hard. That's basically none of your business, and my business is usually everyone's business, which isnt cool either. I party when I want and do what I want to do, so don't talk about me, because im 18 and living my life. I dont believe in relationships right now since all I recieve them are heartache and heartbreak, im learning to be single and live until I find the right one for me later in life, this right now in the present is a time to live my life. I don't know anymore, I dont know where my life is going, all I can say is that im loving every minute of it.